Feeling Disconnected From God

It was a point in my life when I felt so connected to God that I thought I could never lose touch with Him. I was sadly mistaken though. I realize that the only reason I felt so connected to Him was because I was constantly seeking Him constantly falling at His feet in prayer constantly pouring out my heart to Him constantly asking Him for His guidance and direction. Although I never stopped doing these things I did start to not do it so much. There was a time I would sit with God for hours at a time just resting in His presence. There was a time I wouldn't indulge in anything but things that lead me closer to Him. At some point these moments began to be filled with other things.

"THERE WAS A TIME I WOULD SIT WITH GOD FOR HOURS AT A TIME JUST RESTING IN HIS PRESENCE."

I am currently in a season where I feel disconnected from God. I know He is near. I know He has never left me. I know He wants to hear from me. I know He will always be waiting for me and never leave me nor forsake me. I also know the disconnect is because of me. I know that once I began to show up differently God began to feel so far away. His voice isn't as loud or clear. His presence I barely feel. My internal dialogue is noisy. All that to say is that God not only never changes but He also never moves. He is the one and only being in life that never changes switches up or moves different but we do. I know that in order for me to feel connected to God again to feel His presence again to hear his voice loudly and clearly again is to show up in the ways I always once did. God is always right here with us but we have to position our heart eyes and ears toward Him in order to hear Him see Him and know Him.